seeming to consider his words for a moment , drawing knees to her chest . despite the headache and uncertainty , being here was far better than dealing with whatever monsters awaited her elsewhere .
“ jimenez . right . “
⠀
⠀⠀“ jimenez. ”⠀acknowledging
⠀⠀her presence, without making
⠀⠀efforts to force her away
⠀
⠀⠀“ no matter. you’re a pawn. ”
⠀⠀his silhouette falters, shadowed,
⠀⠀a mist that fades in and out.
⠀⠀“ if you’re to die, kidman. know
⠀⠀this, it won’t be my doing. ”
⠀
just as she had expected . she lowered the firearm , casting her gaze to the ground . ashamed , maybe . feeling no more than a rat stuck within a trap .
“ him . . the administrator ? or someone else ? “
she shouldn’t feel anywhere near at —
⠀
⠀⠀useless, the bullet drives right
⠀⠀through him—he was no man.
⠀⠀no human.
⠀
⠀⠀𝐚 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭, with no true autonomy.
⠀⠀simply a silhouette lingering
⠀⠀within the prison of his agony.
⠀
⠀⠀he stops the sweetened melody,
⠀⠀but does nothing.
⠀
teeth grit , that same melody threatening to drive into her skull . a second passes , and then she’s firing a bullet at him .
maybe to kill him , maybe to see if she could . she knows she can’t .
⠀
⠀⠀“ I can. ”⠀fingers press onto
⠀⠀keys ; the same melody he
⠀⠀once adored.⠀“ it’s better
⠀⠀experiencing the mind
⠀⠀breaking. the confusion, the
⠀⠀𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟. that rise of your pulse,
⠀⠀and how you 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦⠀⠀…
⠀
⠀⠀𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙. ”
⠀
she watches him , the grasp she has on her loosening . shoulders slump .
“ then why not just kill me ? I know you can . “
pausing , a hand lifting to pinch the bridge of her nose . headache , maybe .
“ or are you waiting for them to do it ? “
⠀
⠀⠀he’s quiet at first; beginning
⠀⠀to circle her. steps paced
⠀⠀—slow.⠀“ I assume loyalty
⠀⠀in following orders. you
⠀⠀know how quickly they will
⠀⠀dispose of you. a conversation
⠀⠀we already had. ”⠀halting, he
⠀⠀sits back down to play
⠀⠀clair de lune.
⠀
“ you couldn’t pull this off outside of stem . “
not a taunt , just a mere observation . she had seen the horrors of the system , but she had never seen someone who wasn’t the core manipulate their surroundings so well .
“ how did you do it ? “
to say she was familiar with every agent mobius had to offer , from every higher up to every grunt , would be a lie . no connection with the man on display — hell , no recognition at all .
mobius was vast , after all .
&&
The room appeared to be that of an old safe house. Yet it was empty . Torn. No longer safe .
He hadn't ravaged it of course . It was like that even for his first appearance.
&&
juli stepped forward slowly , gaze set upon the arc of splattered blood that continued to spew with every reset of the display .
she couldn’t tear her eyes away .
gloved hand lifted and fingers dipped inside the cube , almost as though to test the boundaries .
&&
it’s far from the weirdest thing she’s seen . a small nod as she allows her gaze to drift back to his face . “ well , you both look nice . what brand is that ? “
a pang in her chest felt as though it had cracked her ribs . the slight press of fear and uncertainty that he could hear her racing heart , that he could see right through her .
she swallows it down .
“ no , it’s okay. I get it . let’s just focus on getting out of here, okay?”
"Sorry...for the way I was when you first joined us..."
Keeping his breathing in check, looking over at her.
"You've been a great addition to the team, Kid..."
“ we will , i promise . but right now , I need to make sure you’re okay . “
finding leslie was also a priority for her , but her concern for the two detectives seemed to hold her back from pursuit .
she can practically feel the administrator’s eyes on her . .
"Where's Joseph? The kid?"
His paternal instincts would always kick in around Leslie, what an unfortunate situation they've all been trapped in.
"We have to look for them..."
his words make her chest feel tight , an ache thrumming in time with her beating heart . she sets her other hand on his shoulder .
“ I’m real . just keep breathing , okay ? you’ll be just fine . “