- 𝒥 .

⠀ ⠀⠀˖ 𖦹 ⠀⠀ 𝒈𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒔 ⠀⠀ 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ⠀⠀ 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 ⠀ ⠀𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖓 ⠀⠀ ‘𝘵𝘪𝘭 ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ⠀ 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚 ⠀⠀ 𝒂𝒏𝒅 ⠀ ⠀ 𝖞𝖔𝖚 ⠀⠀ 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 ⠀ 𝑰𝑻 .ᐟ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀

[ً. @abhorarchive]

i haven't lived my life in a way that i have something to regret losing.

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

@cxrdshxrk ( taking it and dumping four tablets into her hand. then dry swallowing all of them. )

thank you.

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

feels like I’ve been hit by a train.

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

@cxrdshxrk couldn’t hurt to try.

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

// I gotta be back here I miss my girl

[𝗘𝗥𝗭𝗔𝗧𝗭 𝗧𝘆𝗽𝗲 𝗔𝗞𝟵 , new 📌 @arlyrlygoodboy]

ᅟ

TYPE AK9 COMPUTATIONAL ENGINE.

ᅟᅟᅟ██████████ — ERZATZ .

ᅟ

[𝐒𝙴𝙱𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙰𝙽 𝐂𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙻𝙻𝙰𝙽𝙾𝚂 . @innerrecessed]

⠀⠀
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 ⠀ 𝐃𝐈𝐃 ⠀ 𝐈 ⠀ 𝓛𝐎𝐒𝐄 ⠀ 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓
⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝐎𝐅 ⠀ 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓’𝐒 ⠀ 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳 ִ 𖤠
⠀⠀

[ᅠ ᅠ ᅠ 𝒹𝐞𝐚͜𝐝 ᅠ › ᅠ 𝐌̅̅𝙴𝙼𝙾𝚁͜❙𝙴𝚂. @like__him]

ᅠᅠ
ᅠ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀༝ ⠀⠀⠀ ╱ ⠀ ⠀ 𝑈𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑦 ⠀ ⠀
ᅠ ︵ ﹐ ⠀ 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝑤𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩
ᅠ ⠀ ⠀————— ⠀ 𝗧𝗛𝗘 ⠀𝗠𝗢𝗦𝗧 ݂ ݂ ݂
ᅠᅠ https://t.co/giooIacQnA

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

clearing her throat , tucking her gun back into its holster .

“ what would you do if you got out ? and what would be left of leslie if you did ? “

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

seeming to consider his words for a moment , drawing knees to her chest . despite the headache and uncertainty , being here was far better than dealing with whatever monsters awaited her elsewhere .

“ jimenez . right . “

[ℜ𝗨𝗩𝗜𝗞. ─── @PSYCHKILLINGS]

⠀
⠀⠀“ jimenez. ”⠀acknowledging
⠀⠀her presence, without making
⠀⠀efforts to force her away
⠀
⠀⠀“ no matter. you’re a pawn. ”
⠀⠀his silhouette falters, shadowed,
⠀⠀a mist that fades in and out.
⠀⠀“ if you’re to die, kidman. know
⠀⠀this, it won’t be my doing. ”
⠀

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

ease enough to sit down , and yet she is .

she was going to die in this stupid machine , wasn’t she ? played like a pawn .

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

just as she had expected . she lowered the firearm , casting her gaze to the ground . ashamed , maybe . feeling no more than a rat stuck within a trap .

“ him . . the administrator ? or someone else ? “

she shouldn’t feel anywhere near at —

[ℜ𝗨𝗩𝗜𝗞. ─── @PSYCHKILLINGS]

⠀
⠀⠀useless, the bullet drives right
⠀⠀through him—he was no man.
⠀⠀no human.
⠀
⠀⠀𝐚 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭, with no true autonomy.
⠀⠀simply a silhouette lingering
⠀⠀within the prison of his agony.
⠀
⠀⠀he stops the sweetened melody,
⠀⠀but does nothing.
⠀

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

teeth grit , that same melody threatening to drive into her skull . a second passes , and then she’s firing a bullet at him .

maybe to kill him , maybe to see if she could . she knows she can’t .

[ℜ𝗨𝗩𝗜𝗞. ─── @PSYCHKILLINGS]

⠀
⠀⠀“ I can. ”⠀fingers press onto
⠀⠀keys ; the same melody he
⠀⠀once adored.⠀“ it’s better
⠀⠀experiencing the mind
⠀⠀breaking. the confusion, the
⠀⠀𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟. that rise of your pulse,
⠀⠀and how you 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦⠀⠀…
⠀
⠀⠀𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙. ”
⠀

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

she watches him , the grasp she has on her loosening . shoulders slump .

“ then why not just kill me ? I know you can . “

pausing , a hand lifting to pinch the bridge of her nose . headache , maybe .

“ or are you waiting for them to do it ? “

[ℜ𝗨𝗩𝗜𝗞. ─── @PSYCHKILLINGS]

⠀
⠀⠀he’s quiet at first; beginning
⠀⠀to circle her. steps paced
⠀⠀—slow.⠀“ I assume loyalty
⠀⠀in following orders. you
⠀⠀know how quickly they will
⠀⠀dispose of you. a conversation
⠀⠀we already had. ”⠀halting, he
⠀⠀sits back down to play
⠀⠀clair de lune.
⠀

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐭.

the people have spoken

[- 𝒥 . @stemvied]

𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐭.

thinking of her again,,, event maybe?