steph♡

she/her || @aurixiv - zalera #ffxiv || ffx & ffxiv || @fijibeef's biggest fan || @nsuifw

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

hey

so

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

our bond was so so strong, I can only pray that he finds us again in his next life

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

it's not fucking fair. my heart is shattered

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

I feel so sick. I can't handle the pain of his loss and I just dont know what to do. I just want him back. I'd give anything, do anything, to have him back.

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

had to put one of my cats down today. im not okay

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

is anyone here a toy collector? im selling some of my collection to make some money after my cat's emergency vet visit and I'm kinda desperate.

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

at taking it everyday like im supposed to (i haven't taken it in over a month and stopped taking it regularly a few months ago lol) 🤷‍♀️

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

I forgot this account exists. here's some updates so ppl know im still alive

- im still depressed
- i still struggle to find reasons to keep going
- im still broke
- i have no friends except my few work friends
- im constantly homesick (i live in cali now if u forgot)

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oh and before anyone tries to recommend it, yes I've gone to therapy. I went for half a year but stopped when they changed my therapists and I felt like it wasn't helping. i also have a psychiatrist who gives me medication to help with my depression and anxiety but I'm just bad

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overthinkers when the message feels a bit off

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

@FriendKoirby maybe. i just blame it on my mental health that has severely gotten worse.
ty for the reminder, koirby. im just very alone

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

okay they sang. was fun :3

[steph♡ @steph__exe]

these mfers better SING