Fell sick because of a tiring sideline (physically and creatively draining, with sleepless nights and long travels) and I'd still choose to do it simply because it makes me feel alive. Sleep deprived and weak but ALIVE.
I will never give up my creativity.
@soompi WHY DO THIS MF LOVE WORKING HERE AFTER FCKING THEIR CAREERS BACK HOME!? AND WHY TF ARE PH COMPANIES NUST FCKING SPENDING MILLIONS FOR THESE TRASH!
And here I am, crying at the thought of going back to work tomorrow
This is how you measure the amount of anxiety youโve accumulated from doing a job you were once passionate about to the point that you start questioning why tf you even ended up in the position in the first place
I can't remember things that has happened even it just occurred an hour ago.
I have blurry memories of occurrences despite them happening within this week.