𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋

My public journal, welcome.

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

In oceans deep, my faith will stand.

[ᅠ ᅠ @greenvibe]

Sometimes the most beautiful moments hide in the simplest places.

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

I’m looking forward to my 30s

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

“For I know the plans I have for you,�� declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
Jeremiah 29:11 NIV
https://t.co/ys14GhTtv1

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

The results has been the miracle Ive been waiting for, the assurance I needed and the hope for my future I thought I once lost
Thank you Abba.

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

Once depo lupron settled in, I even felt more stable hormonally.
It could be that I was more active also, which helped with mood/depression.

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

Without a single doubt, I know that Endo is connected to the issues I’ve been having with my kidneys.
I always knew, but coming off of depo lupron has made it obvious.

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

Depo lupron has given me my life back, and being off of it these past few weeks has made me realize the drastic difference and I can’t believe this is what I suffered all these years.
If it weren’t for God, I would have never pushed through; it’s debilitating.

[ᅠ ᅠ @greenvibe]

Toward freedom.

[𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑎 @naturehealyou]

earth is a beautiful place

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

God is so beautiful

[ᅠ ᅠ @greenvibe]

Days like this are enough.

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

“Many, Lord my God, are the wonders you have done, the things you planned for us.
None can compare with you; were I to speak and tell of your deeds, they would be too many to declare.”
Psalms 40:5 NIV
https://t.co/mT3zbdIsnU

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

My little home might be humbling for others, but richer for many.
I love my home.
To me it’s rich.

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

““He himself bore our sins” in his body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; “by his wounds you have been healed.”
For “you were like sheep going astray,” but now you have returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.”
1 Peter 2:24-25 NIV

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

I couldn’t be happier

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

Blood in urine
But God carries me

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

Everywhere I see,
you are there
Even when I don’t,
you are there

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

Abba ❤️ my heart

[𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝐸𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑎 𝐿𝑎𝑧𝑜 🦋 @stephozal]

The way the birds fly here is so beautiful