Stephanie Schmidt

** chronic sadness

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Never thought I’d be singing Lil peep and In this moment to my kid as a lullaby but here I am Just doing the damn thing 💞

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

🤡

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Missing you comes in waves
And tonight I’m drowning

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Dwight, you ignorant slut

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I’ll watch as your leaving
And life will lose all it’s meaning.

For the last time.

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

I know I’m not happy, so maybe ‘toxic’ is more appropriate. 🤦🏻‍♀️🙄😭

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Nothing beats the feeling of when your bestie(s) reach out and tag you in something so sappy. Just a happy reminder that I’d do anything and everything for my bitches

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

One of my greatest,dear old friends reminded me today that maybe someone, or multiple people I loved had nothing to do in their itinerary but destroy me, AND THEY DID

I’m coming back stronger than ever….. bitch

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

I’ve always been the “ life is what you make it” girlie, but tbh this shit is fucked up and I didn’t sign up for it. If you catch me wallowing in self pity, mind your damn business, I’m fucking big sad

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Lmao @ my life. Is Elon Musk single? Asking for a friend.

[𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 @int6wn]

it's not overreacting, we all have different sensitivity. if it hurts, it hurts.

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

I was yesterday years old the first time my friend and I stole my dads weed 🙌🏻😩

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Dylan Adley to @depoverhaley today after throwing cookies at me:
“But I want to throw things at Steph” 😂😂😂😂

Hated me all day then she still gives me a kiss and hug before bed 🤦🏻‍♀️💕

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

@12Stephenson @depoverhaley 😂😂😂

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Throwing it back to a time when ‘he was there kindest man I’ll ever know’, too 🤢🤘

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

Me to myself:
Don’t post it, don’t do it, you can’t

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

I got to see my boy today 🐶😩💕💕💕

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

And that’s why we go to ✨therapy✨

[Inner Practitioner @MindTendencies2]

Trauma can make you agree to things just to keep the peace because you think there will be negative consequences for expressing how you feel and you're used to being invalidated. Healing lets you enforce your boundaries so you don't keep the peace and start a war inside yourself.

[Stephanie Schmidt @stephrayne13]

I just want to go home.