being an adult is very very difficult most of the time but it has been astronomically better than being a child. i don’t miss childhood at all. despite everything this is still the most i’ve ever felt like myself!
i just do think a man will never accidentally mistreat you. and i just do think you should never give a man the benefit of doubt because you actually will just lose your autonomy or your life lol
Your brain may also delete the memory for you.
I have not publicly nor even out loud to myself talked about my SA trauma because I am my own unreliable narrator, leaving me to constantly second guess what actually happened, or if it even happened at all.
women are socialised to believe that the gravest sin they can commit is to inconvenience others and it is maddening to realise just how inconsiderate men are allowed to be