Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you’ll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop, heal from what broke you, live in your own space, reconnect with your discipline, and learn to love yourself again. It’s very important that you see that journey through.
Once you realize as a man you ain’t gotta explain a thing… let people create narratives, and once you learn that 1 person is too small to focus solely on… life becomes easy. It takes about 30 years of age to realize this. Ignore the world and get to the bag. Drama is a distraction.