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numb

[J @stillmej_]

I need to be 15 again, I know what to do this time

[J @stillmej_]

@UnknownDues Exactly.

[J @stillmej_]

"suicide is so selfish"

[J•7th @literallymej]

when someone is expecting a comeback from me but this is literally me nowadays.

[J•7th @literallymej]

I'm at a point in my life where i just want to be very quiet

[J•7th @literallymej]

When I was younger I used to love hearing car race at night. Now that I'm older I realized they were never racing...

[J @stillmej_]

Holding it together so they don't have to sit at a funeral and wonder what they did wrong

[J @stillmej_]

me realising that the way I grew up really affected me

[J @stillmej_]

The scariest part about suicidal thoughts is how they start making sense.

[J @stillmej_]

Life when everyone believed you're doing fine, but no one realised you're shattered inside

[J @stillmej_]

When it's getting so bad you start imagining how everyone will react if you did it.

[J @stillmej_]

"Don't think too much about it."
Me: Okay.
Also me:

[J @stillmej_]

“their loss” but they’re doing fine without me and i’m the one up at 1am

[J @stillmej_]

the morning after your death

[J @stillmej_]

Sometimes it's too difficult to show what we actually feel inside

[J @stillmej_]

I don’t walk away because I don’t want them.. I walk away because I know I’ll ruin them.

[J•7th @literallymej]

How I walk away from the things I want the most

[J @stillmej_]

@Heis_sosa Please I need 90 Mutuals please 🙏🏼

[J•7th @literallymej]

People without family problems will never understand why the streets at night, outside feels like a paradise

[J•7th @literallymej]

I think a part of me died that night

[J•7th @literallymej]

Days are passing by and you are becoming more uninterested in life and nothing feels the same as it was before.

[J•7th @literallymej]

the worst feeling is when you open twitter to distract yourself but all it does is describe your exact situation