a girl on tiktok said โhealing is so hard because it is a constant battle between your inner child who is scared and just wants safety.... your inner teenager who is angry and just wants justice.... and your current self-who is tired and just wants peace." and it hits me hard.
The reason why ppl initially gravitate to you and then switch up on you when they get too close is bc you inspire them so much that you give them imposture syndrome. They think that theyโre getting close to you to study you, run game on you or even โproveโ to themselves that you arenโt who you portray yourself to be and then get humbled when they realize that not only are you who you say you areโฆ but youโre even better up close. Theyโre looking for the gimmick, the catch, or a chance to rip your mask off and get humbled when they realize THEY are the only one wearing a mask.
Biggest lesson I learned this year: stop giving so much of yourself to people who would never do the same for you. I used to think giving more would make people see my worth. But some people will keep taking and still make you feel like youโre not enough. Now I save my energy for the people who meet me halfway. Love, friendship and effort should never feel like something you have to beg for.
โUse all the bricks your enemies throw at you to build your empire, be happy and proud of your accomplishment while they remain sad and miserable.โ ~ Mzilikazi wa Afrika #WakeUpEverybodyโ๐ฟ
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๐ค Assistant Coach | Mandla Ncikazi;
"We want to go to the next stage- we know it's not going to be easy."
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#OrlandoPirates#OnceAlways
Grateful for the clarity and peace that comes with knowing exactly where you stand with people. Even though it may hurt, Iโd rather always know that a snake is a snake. I prefer things in the light.
Today, South African football mourn the loss of a talented player whose passion, dedication, and love for the beautiful game inspired many. Our heartfelt condolences go out to his family, loved ones, teammates, and everyone affected by this devastating loss.
May his soul rest in eternal peace. You will never be forgotten, Jayden. ๐๏ธ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฆ
#RIPJaydenAdams