20. Goon for hours every day. Smelly fat slob. NEET. Getting fatter. Death feedist tendencies. Looking to get worse and more addicted as I goon my life away
A long weekend is the perfect time to goon your brains out nonstop.
Push yourself further! You don't need sleep. Or human contact. Or fireworks. Or healthy food. Or natural light.
All you need is Porn. Let it take control of you. Get worse. Ruin yourself for your Porn addiction
Fuck yeah, it's hot.
If you're a slob like me, you love this.
Sweaty. Stinky. Greasy.
Don't shower. Leave the AC off.
Marinate in your stench.
Be refreshed, not by cool air or water, but by hardcore gay porn.
Be a pig - WALLOW in your pornpigsty!
One of the hottest things about my gooning and porn addiction journey is that I've cut off all my family and friends. I haven't had a meaningful conversation with an IRL human for months.
Family and friends are a waste of time. Getting worse for porn is all that matters.
I've only been given one life.
So, I'm not going to climb mountains. Or get a job. Or get a boyfriend. Or love my family.
I'm going to spend it getting more addicted to porn, greasy fast food, my own unshowered musk, and gooning for hours day and night.
Wasting my life is fun!
@dumbgooner18507@GoonerFox1 Right?
The aim should be to totally mentally fuck yourself; to be dependent totally on porn to bring you joy and happiness.
Imagine the only light you see being that of your porn screens.
That should be the goal!
Sleep all day.
Goon all night.
You don't need human contact. You don't need mental health. You don't need natural light. You don't need to go outside.
All you need is hardcore gay porn. Sacrifice everything else for it.
Trust me, you won't regret it. It's the fucking best!
It's the first nice day of the year.
Sun's out. Birds singing. 72 degrees.
And I'm laying in my filthy bed, curtains drawn, gooning, eating, and wallowing in my stink.
This is my life. And I want to utterly ruin it for porn and gaining and filth.
I wanna reach the point that I'm not even recognizable as a human being.
So fat that my face is hidden under rolls
So filthy that no one wants to approach me because I smell like a farm
So gooned up that I'm not capable of thinking of anything but penis and porn
I need this.
There's nothing better than mindlessly eating ultra processed and unhealthy food and gooning your life away in your slobby, smelly, filthy bate cave, filling your body, mind and soul with utter junk.
I want to get more addicted; more needy; much, much worse.
Goon all night so that you're perpetually sleep deprived.
You'll have no social life.
You'll probably get fired.
Your health will go to shit.
But it will be worth it. Staying edged and gooned up is the only thing that matters.
Porn is God. I love Porn more than life itself.
When I was born, the whole world was mine to conquer.
What have I done with my life instead?
I goon the hours away while eating junk food and getting fatter and weaker.
I have little human contact and rarely bathe.
I am wasting my life. And I love every moment.
I am a slave to Porn. It is my Master. It is my God.
Porn will transform me.
It will make me weaker.
It will make me dumber.
It will make me antisocial.
It will make me more perverted.
I give up my strength, my intelligence, and my social life for Porn.
I love Porn.
I haven't showered in two months
I haven't spent less than 8 hours a day gooning in two months
I haven't eaten fresh fruits or veggies in two months
I've drank my piss daily for two months
I've eaten my shit weekly for two months
This is my life. I want it to be forever.
Moderation is for suckers.
Why watch less porn when you could watch more?
Why edge less when you could edge more?
Why eat less when you could eat more?
Why weigh less when you could weigh more?
Why stink less when you could stink more?
Moderation isn't a virtue. More is better.
I edge and watch porn for hours every day.
My goal is to rewire my brain. No thoughts but penis. No dreams but sex. No goals but gooning. Only gay porn.
If I try to quit, I want to experience withdrawal so bad it forces me back to get even more addicted.
Downshift to oblivion.
Back in August, I quit gooning to hardcore gay porn for three months.
Worst decision I ever made.
Why talk to real people when you can stay hard and leaking?
Why go outside when you can stay in bed and rub your limp dick?
I never want to stop. I want to goon my life away.
What do I love most about being a gainer?
I love being able to eat whatever I want, not having to worry about self-control
I love how every part of my body - belly, ass, face, feet - is becoming encased in soft, jiggly fat
I love how I'm getting weaker and more out of shape