percipience ♪( ´▽｀)

a human experience

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

ARE YOU EXPERIENCED?

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

despite current feelings i know that all storms end with clear skies. always have.

i reflect on times where i didnt understand this process. where i wanted to give up. nothing like that anymore.

i’m here existing flaws and all and i will continue to, with faith

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just want to have something, really anything where i’m not in charge of any energy.. action.. regulation.. or pursuance of a goal in general.

can’t remember any dream i’ve ever had where i feel like i can take the hand of another and just go with them.

can’t remember at all

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

what are the most insecure nights?

hearing the same songs and somehow coming out with the perspective that the subject could be you.

worse when you see it a way that it isn’t you but someone in front of you

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

not sure i have the answers on how to ‘grow up’ or what’s the ‘mature approach’ any better than anyone else asking for it.

i feel like im looked toward for answers while simultaneously hoping someone shows me them.

gotta try still tho. for myself and all i love i guess

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been reading my old stories and pieces of poetry back. these caught my eye

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having a gf who can pirate any tv show or movie is like finding a village by spawn

god bless this woman

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

now why tf would punchdrunk lovesick singalong not say “i’ve never killed before” over “i’ve never cared before”.. still good lyricism but damn that’s half of what made the song for me. when i sing it ill jus say killed bc fuck it why not

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

life can never be exactly how you like you want it to be

i could be satisfied knowing you love me

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

@knothmusicc we been working on this shit since becoming friends and nobody ever stops working and i guess learning

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

@knothmusicc i relate to this heavy and mostly so in this sense that i’m trying to accept that i am who i surround myself with. almost a reflection of my company. of course this only can form w maturity (age/experience) and also developing genuine empathy. open ears or mind to leant through

[KNØTH @knothmusicc]

Unannounced, unplanned for like a scaring over-friendly guest you've brought to bed
Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings where we had shoulders
Smooth as raven's claws

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

trying to laugh through this hardship because i know they’re up that laughing with me. but it’s starting to sink in so hard that i can’t even find the time to smile. the thoughts just don’t stop. i’m tryna force myself to remember that time will heal this

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trying to provide spine for events that have ripped out my own.. just push and push on

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

dealing with a grief that’s so foriegn from what i’ve understood grief to be before..

sudden.

ugly.

confusing.

just in a strange way. and what’s stranger is that my inability to even cope myself, let alone understand and advise others.. is also almost impossible. idek

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there’s some sort of crack cocaine in the dry spicy wings from 7/11 and i have no further comments

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fiona apple is a genius and apologies to those i told were wrong for thinking so. soar the uneven winds, complain, and blame the sterile land.. like WHAT

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i wonder if elvis had a vape on the toilet if he would’ve made it through that horrid shit that took him out

[bink @knotbink]

Just let your girlfriend be crazy like who cares bro

[percipience ♪( ´▽｀) @stinkylevi]

yes i was listening to she keeps me warm by mary lambert while i wrote this so please TAKE THE CONTEXT

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maybe it’s the love talking but fuck i’m feeling so lucky for the relationship i’ve found.

and as strange as it sounds i’m grateful to experience love that, in many eras of my life, i never thought would be possible.. or accepted.. or safe. so warming.

epiphany shit lol