Tutu Ndhlovu

Apostle of Jesus Christ | Founder at Head In The Cloud NWR | Business Analyst | Writer | Core Values: God's wisdom, knowledge, understanding, virtue, and power.

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

In a portion of a dream I had on April 28, 2023, Jesus spoke to me as I beheld Him in the sky and said “I used to call you Tutu, but now I call you “Megalicious”".

This angel name is a portmanteau of “Mega” and “Delicious” and speaks of how delightful my faith and charity is to the Lord and how He has healed me from the wounds of my first birth from which I suffered an identity crisis and how my faith in covenant has given me a new identity in Him.

The Steward spoke of how Abraham and Jacob's names were changed upon separation. In Christ we are separated unto His race, His culture, and His tradition, and are given a new name.

I reflected on Revelation 2:17 and how my new name points to the bosom of the Father and receiving it now as an angel name is just a down payment because God is presently making us heaven bound by gradually changing our Adamite signature (uniqueness) through regeneration as the fruits of the Spirit become a permanent part of character called virtue.

Because the virtues of Christ, His pure excellence, are a permanent part of my own character I have begun thinking, feeling, and behaving like Jesus Christ but in a unique way. This is how I will be known in the bosom of the Father when God's work in the righteous is complete.

In this world I experience many trials and tribulations, but this is just testing and training for the reward of Christ in our souls to prepare us for the eternal inheritance.

My worst hardships were from 2020 to 2021 where I suffered physical attacks from the kingdom of darkness and lost a job at a leading company in the world. It was during COVID-19 and my health also deteriorated as I gained a lot of weight.

I returned home, lost all the weight I gained, and got a new job as a general business analyst through God's direct involvement in my my life. I also started my own business, Head In The Cloud NWR, and a second job as my mom's dental assistant so now I'm back on my feet.

I love music, singing, dancing, fighting, acting, writing, fashion, entertainment, travelling, being innovative, technology, and plus-sized modelling.

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THE CLEANSING:

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[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

Can't sleep. This is on my mind 😞

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

I would like to share a testimony of God's mercy for your edification, exhortation, and comfort.

Grace gave me a heart to perceive that asexuality is an aspiration of mine and for this reason I am reluctant to complete a growth cycle at the altar of our faith for healing.

Gemini defines asexuality in LGBTQ+ as follows: "Asexual (often called "ace") refers to a person who experiences little to no sexual attraction to others. In the LGBTQ+ acronym, the "A" commonly stands for asexual, aromantic, and agender identities. Asexuality is a valid sexual orientation—not a choice, medical condition, or behavioral celibacy."

Most my life I've had zero sexual attraction to others. It's only since about 2014 after 11 years in covenant with God when I started feeling pleasurable feelings in my vagina which was always numb (therefore I've never enjoyed sex) that at times, but rarely, I would feel sexual attraction to my partner, Mr Ringer. It didn't help that I don't have a clitoris either.

But this past week I've been working on growth cycles with the help of my soulmates and now my sexual appetite has increased making me feel like seeking sex but not apart from my committed relationships. So this is tricky right now.

I wasn't too happy about that because it's too overwhelming and distracting and I am busy these days and tried ways to switch off. But I perceive a sexual appetite is healthy not only for procreation purposes but for intimacy which is what God is trying to teach.

So my thought patterns about asexuality being a good thing need to change because God is trying to help me learn about intimacy with Himself.

For your edification and comfort: "We are always up to the challenge when we see the value of Christ."

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

It's freaky but I don't think I'm asexual anymore. Bye LGBTQ+ community :(

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

I mean then don't date a showgirl 🙄

[spoiler @spoilerbull]

Miley Cyrus says men didn't want to date her because she was "too sexual."

"I kept dressing or acting a certain way, and my relationships fell apart."

"No one wanted to date me because they didn't want to be with a woman whose sexual expression was shared with the world."

"They felt that posing nude, dancing in very little clothing, or showing my body meant I was taking away something they believed should've been saved just for them."

[Nature is Amazing ☘️ @AMAZlNGNATURE]

Proud giraffe parents welcome their new baby to the world

[まだ面白い @madaomoshiroi]

パリピすぎるインコたちww

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

Lol, what God has been addressing for healing in an area of my life currently (cavern of the soul) is making me laugh. It's not so important to me and I wonder why He is so invested. I guess it's important to my soulmates. Making progress anyway because I understand the trauma God wants to heal and intimacy is sweet.

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

I would like to share a testimony of God's mercy for your edification, exhortation, and comfort.

I often reflect on drunkenness and why I don't feel guilty for getting drunk on occasion.

The Bible warns of strong drink and that the righteous must abstain from it because Satan uses it to ensnare the soul because of the foolish things that are done when drunk.

But my experience drinking while in covenant with God has been the opposite of when I used to get drunk in highschool and college. Because in covenant the fruits of iniquity are restricted from finding expression and are in remittance through our holiness.

So what always happens when I'm drunk is actually underwhelming because my mind is still sober from grace and therefore my reason/judgment. It's only my body that gets affected slowing down with impaired vision and speech and movement although I can feel chatty and uninhibited. But I never sin or express the fruits of iniquity. For this reason I just end up going to bed.

Recently I've been on a natural high consistently from happiness especially because of starting off my day with the priesthood where I gain new understanding which makes me always happy, bubbly, and musical. When I don't start my day with the priesthood I'm often very grumpy.

Strong drink is definitely not for those who cannot abide in the boundaries of the covenant (reasoning with grace and truth).

However, the reason I found that's very negative about drinking is the stigma attached to it in the False Religious System (FRS) which are the people we preach to most of the time. They will just write you off if they see you drinking.

But I cannot walk on egg shells all the time trying to behave according to the moral code especially because of my personality and my upbringing. But I can restrict my self-expression.

For your edification and comfort: "False knowledge intoxicated the mind with the philosophies of the world which impair our judgment, but grace sobers the mind so that we walk upright in faith."

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

For the strength to complete our growth cycles this week: Through pattern recognition we are able to identify Jesus in the pattern He set for our faith which the Steward has restored to the Church. We behold the face of God in this pattern of truth and He imprints upon the soul to renew the mind.

[Nature Girl @Natureegir1]

🐍 The Longest Animal on Earth Is 119 Meters Long — And It's Not What You Think

[Latest in Cosmos @latestincosmos]

LATEST🚨: Denmark is the first European country to make your face, voice, and body, your intellectual property.

[Massimo @Rainmaker1973]

Hamster having a dragon fruit party

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

I like this performance, cool.

[Connor @Connorgsuxx]

Nothing crazy just Kesha performing to over 70,000 people in London! @KeshaRose @KeshaToday

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

Super delicious the problem is it's not sugar free but I'm feeling tipsy but that's ok coz you're with me ;)

Don't hate me for posting this song I kinda like it, lol.

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[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

Chill With Me: My TODO List for the month.

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

Reading Vogue online again. Hollywood is sucking me in again.

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

I remember my dreams now and I can discern the ones concerning my life in the spiritual world (astral plane/Willon/first heaven).

But recently I mostly dream of my soulmates and our progress of growth and God's involvement in our relationships.

[Science Girl @ScienceThing5]

Enchanting eyes and unique features make him appear like a vibrant work of art amidst nature __
Photo credit ( Yacine Kharobi )

[Tutu Ndhlovu @stmegalicious]

I'd like to share my spiritual sacrifices of prophecy I offered to God along with my petitions this morning:

Ss1 We are prophesying Christ and not thought therapy.
Ss2 As a scale is a comparison of one thing to another, the scale of truth helps discern between truth and error.
Ss3 When the appetites of the flesh (of the God-code and moral-code) are satisfied for the moment this is closure, but when we agree with the truth the conscience is purged and the soul enters into rest to be brought into completion.
Ss4 As we steward the grace we also learn to be conversant about Jesus and His covenant because the mind is renewed.
Ss5 We carry not the guilt of sin in the conscience for our faith is sealed in the new covenant. Those who are still guilty of sin are often repenting and seeking to start their relationship with God anew. But Jesus has not forgiven them because they entered not into His covenant.