bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•

thought process of a disordered stoner with mummy issues ☆ she/her

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

September this year VS September last year :/ reminiscing

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

I miss loosing weight but it’s weird like it’s nothing even to do with my body I don’t even hate how my figure looks right now but I miss the misery and excuse to not be okay. Now I’m in a healthy body but still an unhealthy mind i just hate it

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 YAY I love that ur with ur dad rn and so happy for u

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

Ok this is it I am going to recover I need 2024 to finally be a good year I can’t live like this

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 U know you can always start properly from here and I will support u every step

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 Not invalidating at all don’t worry about that I really appreciate it

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

The guilt I feel rn after trying to eat well today fuckkkkk I feel like I need to workout for a solid 12 hours but then that defeats the whole purpose of this I hate it here

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 Igy

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 This makes me happy I’m genuinely so pleased for u

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 Ur always welcome lili 💚💚ur my fav moot forever I wanna see u thriveee

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 Yess omg u should definitely reask about that if ur feeling ready yay I’m happy for u

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 I really wish for you to get good treatment and support too<3 I’m sorry you aren’t getting it rn it’s so hard without it trust me I get it, I think it’s so sad how many of us have to try to better ourselves completely alone it sucks

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 I get this sm food is actually getting so expensive like it is actually scary like ikik inflation is real and that but fuck me it’s actually crazy

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@faerie2014 It’s okay no rush at all!!!

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

Anxious asf

[astrology bot @hourIyhoroscope]

there is no telling how this will all unfold, gemini.

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

@mlddkcal Thankyou sm🫂🫂

[bobbieʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡• @stonarexia]

I feel like non-disordered people will never truly understand how difficult even the initial dicision for recovery is like the internal conflict is actually making me sob why’s this so hard