love how much my camera roll is literally a visual journal of how life has been so good lately. I have countless of memories of my favorite people, gym journey, side quests, screenshots of articles and poems that resonate.
One thing Iโm learning as a sex therapist in training is that your BDSM personality will expose your real relationship needs.
Being a brat, a sub, a rope bunny, prey, a switch, a masochist itโs not โjust kinky.โ Itโs your attachment style with the lights dimmed.
Brats want someone who can match them.
Subs need consistent leadership, not control.
Rope bunnies crave safety and structure.
Prey needs clear pursuit.
Switches need flexibility.
Masochists want intensity and presence.๏ฟผ 1/2
That pms phase where you realize how genuinely miss that mf and canโt do anything about it because you need to protect yourself. Iโm glad that life is giving me lots of things to handle.
Just realized that my attachment wasnโt as fragile as I feared. Itโs either that or Iโm relieved I can continue to me an avoidant aquarius being.
Unconsciously relapsed into it and going through it for another winter AGAIN is something that (right now) I canโt handle. Literally hate all of this
I gripped and assembled a whole skateboard on Sunday for the first time to someone who turned out to be a production manager for Tylerโs tour and got to see the show for free with my close friend and I love how sometimes โlife happens this wayโ
summer 2026 has been a hell of a ride with health, friendships, work, life and identity. I'm now starting to align everything to my being and I'm kinda grateful for everything that came, the lows were heavy but now I'm sober and I'm back reading books, essays, gym and journal.
Literally love it when Iโm around friends who brings out this version of me, I usually just look back at these videos and think about how grateful am I to have lived this in my youth.
Maybe itโs not even that serious but I was really enjoying myself
How lucky am I that life set me up in a house where I get to live with different roommates and every time I get to learn so much from them, have deep talks on the balcony and share bits of life together.
Iโve gone to a function alone and mf everything happened, was chaotic as fuck, vibes were amazing and Iโm grateful for past self for choosing to go out tonight