asia

edtwt | no tws | she/her

[asia @stopmaintaining]

ugh exactly

[asia @stopmaintaining]

seriously need to lock in how do i lose 20 pounds in the next 2 weeks i'm dead srs i'll do anything 😭😭

[asia @stopmaintaining]

who's gonna tell her she's nearly at 150 now 😍🔫

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i wish i could say things have gotten better since i abandoned this account but i'm unfortunately still in the high 120's and Hating Myself 😍😍

[asia @stopmaintaining]

i wish i could say things have gotten better since i abandoned this account but i'm unfortunately still in the high 120's and Hating Myself 😍😍

[asia @stopmaintaining]

not possible i need to just die

[asia @stopmaintaining]

the binges led to disasterous outcomes so how do i lose 30lbs in a about month 😂

[asia @stopmaintaining]

i hate myself so much i've binged so badly lately and gained 15 lbs total

[asia @stopmaintaining]

can confirm two tablespoons of noniodized salt in a bottle of warm water first thing in the morning works unpleasant wonders

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i'm so convinced certain gym bro creators on tiktok lurk this subtwt. starting w lucasegolifts

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the inside of my mouth is beginning to rot

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the cramps are the worst best feeling EVER idc

[asia @stopmaintaining]

sorry to admit this but i do in fact feel amazing when i'm shitting my brains out after taking too many dulcolax's against literally everyone's advice on here bc in my head it's cancelling out the binge

[asia @stopmaintaining]

eating so bad lately man. why am i surprised i keep gaining when today i ate a bowl of chocolate ice cream at 2 am, then nothing all day until a few bites of meat and one of those croissants with chocolate in it at 8 pm. ofc if it's mainly sugar going into me it's gonna show 💀

[asia @stopmaintaining]

i'm stuck in a vicious cycle of unhealthy habits that's slowly but surely creeping me back up to 130 and i seriously want to kms

[asia @stopmaintaining]

@eve_lamb yes i currently have no idea if i'm 127 or 120

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😣😣

[asia @stopmaintaining]

HELP PLEASE
i have 2 scales in my house, the one on the left is my parents and is saying i'm 7 lbs heavier than the one on the right in my room 😩 which one should i trust more??

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@AshYaug they're both on a tile bathroom floor 💔

[asia @stopmaintaining]

HELP PLEASE
i have 2 scales in my house, the one on the left is my parents and is saying i'm 7 lbs heavier than the one on the right in my room 😩 which one should i trust more??

[asia @stopmaintaining]

telling myself that when the sun is down every food ever is actually 0 cals so i don't breakdown over the binge i hit last night

[asia @stopmaintaining]

i have no discipline i hate myself

[asia @stopmaintaining]

every time i have to increase my cbmi an angel (me) loses her wings and every time i lower it they grow back. it's a never ending cycle