I've been down this path for a few months. Life has returned. Writing this feels like I've reached a checkpoint of self improvement and my life.
This next step I'll be getting my career down, it's a must
Deep down I understood her struggles, I wish her better. But that part of my life is over. Maybe our paths will cross again in a very very very long time, but I'm finally over her now, I feel like a phoenix rising from the ashes
Life begin anew, and I'm already down right path
Tbh every now and then thoughts still come, it's not strong feelings anymore at least . It's just something I have to slowly let away.
I'm glad for what she taught me in all reality, I hope she finds help and doesn't resent me for the delusions she unwillingly created of me.
I will forever be grateful that I grew up with a Father figure and multiple male role models that kept me from becoming a mindless cuck worshipping the guy who had a dead rat alarm clock and a hate for women.
I felt the pain I once I felt tonight. Completely on edge.
My friend revealed a situation he's going through similar to what I did.
I'm glad I'm not living that life anymore.
A FLY IS PLAYING DEADLOCK
And no, this isn't a joke.. @ jetsetworm trained 166,700 neurons of a fruit fly (MaleCNS v1.0) to play Deadlock using a keyboard, and even to aim.
Video PreTraining allows the RL-agent (i.e., the fly) to train on unlabeled video data and analyze expected supervisor values during an episode.
The fly achieved the most success playing as Graves.