i think i should just accept that my mum will never understand me i mean you can't understand if u don't listen in the first place it's sad i wanted to live a good life, have lovely family
starting to realize that u don't need anything big for a family to not be in harmony everything seems normal but yet it's not she's just a girl and i want to empathize with that but i can't ignore the insecurities i have been inflicted with
like all my life i've heard people telling me to straighten my hair or ask when im going to straighten it i've never wanted to ??? what is so bad about it ?? but this is also why i don't want to straighten it i don't want to lose to u all fuckers
i think these are little things that contributed to me developing mommy issues bc she's nice & does so much for me & loves me ofc but her not knowing to read certain things really had a deep impact on me
i think my mum is really bad at reading people bc i love my hair but it gets hard when she keeps telling me things about it it's funny bc i had friends who'd tell me they loved my hair & wanted theirs to be like mine but id come home to hear that it's bad from my mum
even tho throughout life people have misunderstood me & didn't like me as i liked them & i never got to be part of circles im thankful to god that god has always given me the most amazing people as friends