June 23 ,24, 25
I am writing fairy early in the morning. As
Usual. Some pictures here b/p some were kept down 👌
I feel pretty sick from all this b/p lately:( damn
rules and goals(•.•)ᦣ
𖦹 600cal max daily/4200 for the week, if I go over I’ll naturally go under accordingly for the rest of the week
𖦹 trying not to vomit purge x.x
𖦹 7-10k steps plus 30 minute room routine morning and night
@samventine Feel this. very much so especially with favorite characters. Likee it gets to a point where you just want to rip their face off and keep it as a personal asset I.. for me it feels like a total waste sometimes gahh I willl never be how i envision myself u.u
@Satorus_angel lose 6kg for sure, very needed for me rn personally at…though I know this othe option would serve well in the long run gahh I have to go w immediate
@samventine Holy fucking real. It feels like I am disrespecting them seriously. Like fuckk I love you…I’m sorry I’m doing this to you😭… you are gorgeous and perfect.. I feel if I’m not 1:1 accurate to that look I have no right to be doing this in the first place oww
Convinced my mom to get me two quest bar flavors I haven’t tried before … I am so hype one is a salted caramel stacks type (UGH so sad nearby shop out of stock of the cinnamon stacks I need to try someday..) mm and other one is cookie overload oolala 🤤
@Satorus_angel Very true thank you u..u the number was very harrowing so I appreciate it 💟💟 I know you’re realistically right so yes, I will hope losing will go down in the straightforward sense like this scary gain
went through a really bad binge cycle and gained 12lb in 4 days. knowing I’m going to a con n doing a cos in 4 weeks EXACT. I feel like I am going to die …I look unreal why am I alive I need to doxx myself so someone can take their rage out on me