heavy on this statement. kalau nikahin orang yang bukan selera kita, pas ribut bakal ada tendency to think “gue udh nurunin selera buat ini orang, tapi malah gini”. you will resent your partner for the rest of your life and it will hurts not only your partner, but also yourself
god if no one in my life was meant to stay, then maybe take away this constant yearning to be loved, to be chosen, and to finally feel like i belong somewhere.