When I stutter, or forget words, or how to use grammar just be patient with me... My head is bad and I don't know how to think or remember anything. Everyday is like a blackout in my mind
My friend walked away and I started asking really frantically "hey wait where are you going come back" and she told me I have anxious attachment disorder 😭😭😭😭fuckYou
anxiety is so stupid like why am i afraid be friendly with my Friend. & then i spiral & ruminate & question my perception of reality bc maybe we’re “friends” cuz why did they make that expression & maybe our closeness is all in my head & they don’t even like me & im a pest
Stop fucking with me and maybe I'll be better. Oh my god, I notice that with people who treat me well I'm very calm and pleasant to be around but the second my mom shows up, or someone else, I'm insufferable and weird.
I know I am capable of being the best and most nice person in the world, but unfortunately I'm a hypocrite sometimes and people keep hurting me and getting freaked out when I react bad
people get surprised when depression also makes you neglect relationships, not out of maliciousness but because you genuinely can't bring yourself to do anything
I can't speak spanish well anymore and it makes me sad HAHA All my friends talk to me in spanish and they have to see my words slow down and become messy and I feel bad