No matter how you look, there's still one person out there who will accept you, including me, you're BEAUTIFUL just the way you are. Remember that we are unique in our own ways.
regardless of how you change or put an effort into changing yourself, you will still be judged and will always be judged by another person because that's just how society works. Don't change yourself for them, change for your own good because they didn't deserve you.
Romans 8:18
For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.
Don't give up.