okay i impulsively bought a septum ring and my friend is going to pierce my nose in a couple days but i want it to be a reward for a certain weight so if i want it i have to lose 5kgs.
after my binging episode i dont have the courage to weight myself so ill just fast tomorrow and exercise and do at least 6k steps and then weight myself the day after tomorrow wish me luck☹️
"you're not delusional because you know you're delusional" i didn't know until being delusional became a literal trend and i finally considered that i actually might be