morg ☆

vent | ARFID + OSFED | 12yrs clean of SH | hbmi: 36 cbmi: 24.1 gbmi: 20 ugbmi: 17 5’10” | minors dni | in php for harm reduction

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

here’s a new intro to me!! :)

- I go by morg on here
- I’m 27 and use he/they
- I have arfid + other ed behaviors
- I also have OCD, C-PTSD, and I’m Autistic
- I’m married and have 3 cats
- I like to watch tv, crochet, read, and cook

dni under 18 + normal dni criteria

[hawke @tauntifer]

what if, and stay w me on this one… we stopped trying to define “recovery” 🤯

there is no right or wrong way if harm reduction is being achieved! thank u!

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

using swipe text and it’s still horrifically painful wish me luck

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

crocheted too much and fucked up a nerve I can’t move my right arm fml that was the only thing keeping me sane

[Ari🪷 @arikoyarii]

i don't think people realize how painful it is to have no romantic interaction as a teenager and seeing everyone having it except for you, it makes you feel so wrong

[𓊆ྀི Fugo🐢𓊇ྀི @muffybojangles]

How relapsing feels after realizing what you did

[koko @rilakkumarexic]

me rn x

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

binged and then fell asleep instead 🙃

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

can’t sleep so I am going to think abt tadc and clean the entire apartment while my partner is asleep

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

had a large baja blast zero after program … one of my goals I made in program for this weekend was to get at least 12 hrs of sleep I don’t think that’s gonna happen 😬 unless I sleep all day which is tempting 🤔

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

can’t sleep so I am going to think abt tadc and clean the entire apartment while my partner is asleep

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

like yeah I need it but we’re so fucking broke and I don’t qualify for fmla bc I’ve barely been working the past year bc of how horrible my mental health has been ahhhh

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

also at program they gave me paperwork to be off of work until september 😭😭 that’s so long wtf

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

I have 2 rat tails (I call them jedi braids tho) and I’m thinking of leaving the front of my hair rlly long and just cutting off the back so I have four long braids instead of 2 … unsure

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

related to this literally in program today I was like “I get dysphoria induced craziness where I cut all my hair off every few months” I think that is what I’m gonna do once I get some sleep

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

dysphoria induced full blown ed relapse incoming

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

@thintechgodhead I rlly just wish energy drinks were adequate hydration bc if they were I would be fine 😭 it won’t be as horrible as I’m thinking it will be logically but still . Scary (ty for hyping me up I appreciate it)

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

ed treatment is so weird my dietician is planning to have me do a bottled water taste test

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

I think I was doing okay and making decent recovery/harm reduction progress and then … my cat passed and I had to Perceive myself in pictures at pride and I didn’t like it …

[morg ☆ @stuckhere85]

dysphoria induced full blown ed relapse incoming