Iโve recently got really into making big stews, and I will just eat three big bowls and almost whole loafs of sourdough bread then curling up on the sofa with my full tummy itโs so cozy ๐ฅฐ also been snacking loadsโฆ just really feeling myself recently and getting softer again feels sooo good ๐
There's something really hot about watching my old shirts contrains and tightens around my gut.
Things that were loose on me now can barely contain this burgeoning belly.
And then you sit down and watch your belly fill out you lap? one of the best feelings.
@munchiesfox Thanks so much! I only know that for me it really was one day at a time, and now somehow Iโm here. Wish you all the best on your journey wherever you are, Iโm proud of you - even just recognising there is a problem is a huge step ๐ซโค๏ธ
Two years sober today โค๏ธ
Iโm proud of myself for sticking to it, for a long time I couldnโt imagine ever being sober.
Itโs been a long two years with lots of ups and downs but Iโm in a very stable place now. I think Iโm actually still adjusting to the fact that things are so stable and thereโs no more danger around the corner, learning how to tune down my nervous system and bring it out of fight or flight - probably why Iโm finding myself crying so much at the moment, Iโm calm enough to allow the tears to come and feelings to be felt.
Iโm trying to take it easy, resting as much as I can whilst slowly building the foundations of this new sober chapter. It feels like the hard winter is behind me now, the frost is beginning to melt but the air is still crisp - not long now though and the song birds will be whistling the cold away and blue skies will greet the day once more. Iโm excited to see what the next year brings.
And thatโs my one soppy post a year okay! Usual programming will commence shortly ๐คฐ๐ผ xx