Official a home owner ๐ซก time to build my dads house the way he wanted it and make it into a home friends can come and watch sports and hang out and swim and for my dads friends to come and visit and remember my dad ๐
2026 isnโt want i expected and has been one of the worst years of my life but gotta stay strong. Iโve kept a lot to my self from friends and family with my sickness and depression and mental health but I promised my dad I would be strong and Iโll do that ๐ miss you dad ๐
Got both airport job and hotel job and go back to both on the 11th hopefully ๐ฅฑ but like the benefits of the hotel since they are paying me while Iโm sick ๐ค
Bruises everywhere on my body and a big one on my wrist that everyone can see ๐ฅบ stage 1 is here and itโs not well. Starting the holidays sad and depressed but Iโll make the best of it and keep a smile and fight.
Close friends talking behind my back is crazy but Iโll always forgive them cause Iโm to friendly:( the day I die I hope they still talk that shit tbh
Having a fever while my body is fighting leukemia isnโt great at all ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ time to take a step back and distance my self for a bit and let me body relax and recover.
Chest pain and throwing up blood is a big sign but ima try to sleep it off and hopefully the chest pain are gone if not only god knows how to make sure I keep fighting each day ๐