Being in a bad mood is soo humiliating like why am I replying in one word answers this is ruining my brand as a delight to be around I feel so naked without my whimsy
The person you love most is also the one who triggers you most. That’s not a coincidence, it’s how love actually works.
Your partner isn’t there just to make you happy; they’re there to show you the parts of yourself you’ve been avoiding the wounds you haven’t healed, the patterns you keep repeating, the way they challenge you, the way they make you feel exposed and vulnerable. That’s not a problem with your relationship, that’s love doing its job.
Real love doesn’t just comfort you, it forces you to grow. It holds up a mirror to your worst habits and deepest fears. It makes you confront the version of yourself you’d rather ignore.
That’s why relationships are so hard. You’re not just dealing with another person; you’re dealing with everything they bring up in you that you thought you had handled. Love isn’t supposed to be easy, it’s supposed to change you.
I'm a type C person I can wake up at 5am. I can wake up at 1pm.
I can work for 15 hrs straight, or I can do nothing for 3 days. text back in 0.5 secs or 2 weeks later. love being alone but hate feeling lonely. overthink everything, then end up saying it is what it is.
my current project is me. I wanna look the best I’ve ever looked, make the most money I’ve ever made and be the most spiritually tapped in I ever have. no distractions just results
Dating someone with no curiosity about you sounds exhausting. If you’re not curious about me, you don’t like me. You can be attracted to me. You can enjoy my attention. You can like how I make you feel. But if you don’t wonder what I think, what I love, what makes me laugh, what makes me quiet or who I am beneath what you can see then you don’t like me. You like the experience of me.
i’m convinced a woman gets finer when she stops trying to make all her contradictions make sense. sophisticated and silly. soft and difficult to impress. particular and spontaneous. serious and playful. baby, some things were never meant to be simplified. they look better layered.
the reason why you get super tired after doing nothing but lounge around at the beach for hours is because your body begins an internal purification process the minute your feet hits the sand. salt is an absorber and neutralizer of energetic residues, so imagine what laying in what is essentially a massive salt bowl all day does to the harmful energies lingering in your auric field?
the sleep you get afterwards feels like a spiritual reset because it is. you literally dropped EVERYTHING you were carrying there and the ocean metabolized it as part of the earth again
it was really heartening to learn that the purpose of creating such a thick uterine lining during the menstrual period was to prevent the implantation of embryos rather than encourage them, and that our uterus is basically flushing out anything it deems unworthy during the period itself rather than "punishing" us for not being pregnant (which is how it's usually framed). it's almost as if your female body is more concerned with the protection and continuation of itself rather than being used as a procreative vessel. The fact that we've come to accept the idea that our reproductive organs are punishing us for not being continuously pregnant is proof of how deeply patriarchal brainwashing has convinced women that we are nothing but broodmares for 'their' children.