Shattered from kinking it up yesterday. Was dommeing male subs dressed as Summer. I find it fun, but tricky. Feels good to be in control and utilise my imagination but I dont feel emotional or romantic connection. I wanted a sub ticket to this event but there were only dominant
I feel like maybe I need to give up these interactions with guys but then maybe it is possible to compartmentalise and just have the occasional fun experience without feelings getting hurt although it does feel "safer" and less complicated if I engage solely with women so...