あら… you’ve been staring at your phone 𝘸𝘢𝘺 too much.
𝙋𝙁𝙁𝙁𝙏—!! your girlfriend’s texting 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻 ?! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
… 𝘴𝘰? does it look like i care?
answer it. don’t answer it. either way, you’re still here, 𝒶𝓇ℯ𝓃'𝓉 𝓎ℴ𝓊 ? (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)
pufufu… i 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 feel bad for her, being stuck with trash like you
you act like that notification matters, but you haven’t taken your eyes off me for a second ... キモすぎる
so go on ... keep 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 it’s important (..◜ᴗ◝..)💗🎀
Happy 4th of July ⋆˙⟡
The fireworks may be beautiful tonight... But they're not as beautiful as me, riiiiight? >ᴗ< 𑣲⋆
HUUUUUGE thank u to all those in the armed forces, active or veteran, for serving this country
(although politically I have much too say(but since I have nothing terribly nice to say I shall hold my tongue...)
Stay safe n don't lose too many fingers to fireworks, yeah? How else are ya s'pposed to hand over ur cold, hard, cash ?? ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
Happy Independence Day... Now come back and tell Sae all about your adventures >⩊<⋆⭒˚.⋆
Rub some oil on my back, 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘢? ⋆˚꩜。
₊˚⊹ ᰔ I've spent all day looking carrying the 𝘂𝗻𝗯𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗻 of being everyone's 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. The least you could do is help me relax a little ...
えーー。。。 Don't look at me like that. You were already staring the moment I walked in ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
✶⋆.˚ Mmh... a little higher. There you go. See? You're much more 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑙 when you're 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 me
ほら、ご褒美だよ~ ( ˶˘ ³˘)♡
Because you don't 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 hate indulging me, do you? ♡
sae san update !!
originally, i went in for removal of my gallbladder; which out of nowhere shut down and stopped functioning. however, my immune system flared up and my body started attacking my appendix, ultimately giving me appendicitis
my surgery was poorly done, botched if you will, it got infected and slowly other organs as well as my abdominal artery were being affected as well. my heart was in overdrive and i had to be put into a medically induced coma as they had to operate on me two more times
i was high risk for stroke and blood clots, ive been in the hospital since, but with the medication and physical therapy im slowly but surely improving
its been hard on my psyche, my mental, i cant enjoy a lot of foods that i once have before in the past. i want to thank everyone for the kind messages and continuous support. im scheduled for dismissal on friday. hope you're looking forward to it <3
sorry for lack of updates ... they botched my surgery bad and ive had to get part of some vital organs removed as well, ive been slowly but surely recovering, physical therapy has taken its toll on me as well... thank you for waiting for me
sae-san update: my internal stitches got infected, ive unknowingly had sepsis and i went into septic shock last night ... needless to say, im staying in the hospital a little longer.
im sorry for disappointing and inconveniencing everyone, you all mean so much to me, im sorry
sae health update T_T ; my surgery is being rescheduled due to some unfortunate circumstances ,, its taking longer than expected—the pain is too much uwaaaaa
i miss my baddies and my playthings .. until then, please be patient with me !!
lots of looooove~ sae :3c
sae health update !! im scheduled in for surgery next week to get both my appendix and gallbladder fully removed as well as part of my large intestine. thank you all so much for the kind words and patience with me !!
im staying inpatient until then, the recovery will be a bit brutal, but theres a good outlook for the future !!
sae shall be back and better than ever ... 💗
“mmh… poor self-control… chronic distraction… and that helpless look on your face… 𝘸𝘰𝘸~ what a hopeless little case.”
“lucky for you, i have the 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕 treatment~ ♡”
⋆˚࿔ 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗖𝗘𝗗𝗨𝗥𝗘: 𝑯𝒀𝑷𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑰𝑪 𝑪𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑳𝑰𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑪𝑯𝑬𝑪𝑲 💉 ⋆˚࿔
“now be a good patient and hold still for nurse sae… don’t make this harder than it already is, okay? (˶˃⤙˂˶)”
“on the count of three~ 1…”
“3~♡ !!” ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)
⋆˚࿔ 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 ⋆˚࿔
✦ status applied: hypnosis lv.3
✦ willpower: −25
✦ resistance: failed
“aww… already melting? how disappointing~ i barely even tried.”
“don’t worry, i’ll take very good care of you from here on out~ ♡ ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
sae health update !! im scheduled in for surgery next week to get both my appendix and gallbladder fully removed as well as part of my large intestine. thank you all so much for the kind words and patience with me !!
im staying inpatient until then, the recovery will be a bit brutal, but theres a good outlook for the future !!
sae shall be back and better than ever ... 💗
due to an emergency , i'll be taking a break for my physical health .. i'll leave a few scheduled posts , but i will not be able to freely answer dms ..
im not sure when i'll return , the specialist i need to see has a waitlist starting at 1 month , though it may or may not be longer ... ; ;
i deeply apologize for the inconvenience , if you have concerns , please reach out via discord @suckubys
on a lighter note: in the meantime ,,, leave me a little something-something to help me through these hard times <3