I try not to dwell too much on regrets and ruminations...but there are days when the pain hits harder than usual and I can't pretend it's not there.
Today's one of those days. It gets better though, but I know I'm damned to deal with this my entire life.
being called smart because you have a variety of information on different subjects but in reality it’s all surface level intelligence and you don’t feel like you’re really good at anything