This 🕊 stream occurred at the beginning of 2026 when 🕊 was battling a serious disease. I contemplated whether or not to share this because it was kinda personal but ultimately I feel that many ppl need to hear this.
🕊: I was nervous. Am I gonna feel any pain? I had PTSD before stream. Am I gonna die or something? I'm happy that I got to stream today & catch up w/ everyone
🕊: I have a good support system. I'm not a victim. When life gets hard I don't like to use it as an excuse. I do get depressed but I don't like to go to my fans and be sad about it. I think that everybody has to go thru difficult times, not just me. It does get hard and this was one of the harder things that I had to deal w/ in life but I just want to tell you guys that even though it's hard I prefer to push on and use my experience to uplift you guys. If a p*ssy *** b**** like me can do it then you can too.
#ennalively