what years of passive suicidality does to your brain
i can't do it -> i will kms
i don't know what to do -> i will kms
im scared -> i will kms
this is hard -> i will kms
im sad -> i will kms
, how it feels when you want to cry and scream. And break things and tell at people but you're lowkey sweet as a fresh pie from grandmama and are too repressed to do anything so you just explode
i hate being the paranoid idiot when im high. i want to be lustful so i get sweet talked, not at my wits end worried if everyone can smell and knows im high just by looking at me . fuck my fucking chungus life _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):