i miss you

it makes me sad that i dont cross your mind but youre the reason i lost mine

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

He leaves today

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

kinda wanna kms, kinda wanna explore the world .-.

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

2 years and one month clean and the fucker hasn't said anything -.- fuck you

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

my 2 year clean date is coming up and he hasn't talked to me in 4 months...

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

You just ruined the whole party with your "ass" showing up -.-

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

Fucking niggabitch motherfucking saying "alrighty" don't fucking say that and having the fucking balls to put a " :) " no bitch!

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

This world is so big yet all my thoughts are about you

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

But you promised...

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

Fuck you

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

Im all worried that, that motherfucker will have more fun than me today! 😂😂😂 then I remember he can't dance 😂😂😂😂✋😄

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

I'm so fucking done with your ass

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

I don't care if I die
But I don't want YOU to die
And it's sad because you don't care

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

She called me a "good girl" as if it was a bad word

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

Today are districts and the depression just hit me /.- and I want to cry and kill myself

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

You got me all fucked up re reading old messages and crying and ugh but i don't know why? Happiness? Confusion? ;-; my heart is rushing

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

This is how anxiety feels

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

I've been binge eating a lot lately

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

I'm being eaten alive by a chemical imbalance in my brain

[i miss you @suicidalRusher]

Up all night
Got demons to fight

[Against Suicide @AgainstSuicide]

Don't tell me that music can't save lives because it can.