Depressed

''The need to disappear, far, far away...'' ⠀⠀⠀
• Trigger warning • 3 a.m. thoughts .

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Blasting music, ignoring the world.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Failing at life.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

I want to get up and be productive but I just can't help overthinking it.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

I wonder what it is like without anxiety.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Just a burden to everyone.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Lost. Again.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Falling apart but smiling.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Another year closer to death.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Unwanted.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Blasting music over the voices in my head.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

If I had the chance, I would disappear without a trace. Memories wiped—nothing left behind—no one will remember—no more pain.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

No one really listens. They just act like they do.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Pain is holding back tears from falling and pretending that everything is fine even when it's not.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Everything will be okay...

I hope.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Let the darkness consume me.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

Erase my existence. No one will notice.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

I thought I got better.

In reality, it became worse than it was before.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

The voices in my head just won't shut up.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

I'm fine. I'm just tired. It's just my allergies. Something got into my eye. I'm really fine.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

They say to not compare yourself on social media. But it's hard to not when you look the way you do, and the mirror.. is just right there.

[Depressed @suicidalconcept]

I'm so useless. I should just die.