Eliza

❝I ᴄᴀɴ ꜱᴇᴇ ʀᴇᴊᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ʀᴇғʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ.❞

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

I want to heal, I want to feel, 
What I thought was never real 
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts "Will we cuddle?" She asked carefully. Probably yes, but she didn't want to assume things and take them for granted.

Then she grabbed his hand to drag him to his room. A smile appeared on her face. "I wont ever leave you alone... just saying." Weirdo girl.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

Suddenly hugs @connectingcuts.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts "That you love me..." she smiled at him, leaning into his touch. "You dont know how much I wanted this to happen..." then she leaned closer to place a kiss on his cheek. "Can we spend the night together?"

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts Immediately she broke it again to look into his eyes. "Thank you..." she smiled and just whispered. Tears were still streaming down her face. She was overwhelmed.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts Then she looked at him again, smiling, crying, but happy af. Then she leaned closer just to press her lips onto his. She needed a kiss.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts Hocus Pocus WTF!? Suddenly her eyes teared up. "What...?" She leaned her head against his shoulder and smiled, crying. That made her heart beat faster, she didnt know how to handle such emotions.

"I love you... I loved you from the very beginning. I always had a crush on you."

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts "I love you..." she mumbled.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts She blinked in confusion. Of course this was a stupid idea but why would anyone care about that? Except for Cheyenne of course ♡ bae.

Immediately she shook her head, trying to act normal. "Yeah... stupid idea." She laughed nervously. "But what else...?"

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

Next day she woke up, her head resting on the boi's chest. Seemed like at some point the alcohol kicked her to sleep. Suddenly she was lowkey ashamed. She wanted to be there for him but instead she just fell asleep.

Embarrassing.

@connectingcuts

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts "I cant find any..." she looked around. Then she had a totally stupid idea. "We could take my blood." SMH WHAT? She didn't care about her well-being and this snowman seemed to make him happy. So first priority would be to make him happy.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts "I will~" she chuckled, placing the big fat ball in front of him. "There we go." She was so proud of her fat snow ball which was supposed to be the body. And she was happy she was with him now. "What will we use for the face?"

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts Then she started with the first part of the snowman, rolling a snowball around in the snow. This boi... he made her so so happy, he probably couldn't imagine. She couldn't stop smiling, she was just happy. "Are you making the head?"

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts And there she placed a brief kiss on his lips. "A payback for... stealing my first kiss." She smiled, then stood up again. Reaching out a hand, she looked at him. "Let's build a snowman!"

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts "Seriously. Most of the time I feel alone and not good enough for the world but with you... I feel great." She sat up again, to look into his eyes. "Thanks you... for making me feel alive."

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts She tried to catch her breath, looking into the sky. "I guess I am." A soft chuckle escaped her. "I never had so much fun without alcohol or drugs..." she admitted.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts Still laughing she kept running until she stumbled and flew into the white shit in front of her. Oh how cold. Brrrr.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts She laughed rather happily, when she turned into his direction. There she threw a snowball at him before she jumped up again to run away.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts "I enjoy the snow around me." She looked up at him with sparkling eyes. Then she grabbed his arm to drag him down to her. "It's comfy here~" she chuckled.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts She grabbed his hand again, gently, to lead him to the world outside. Almost immediately she fell down into the snow. "Its so white." She chuckled cutely.

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts She grabbed his hand to drag him to her room so she could get a jacket. "Let's gooo" her eyes sparkled at him, then she dragged him around.

When she approached her room she just got a jacket and looked at him with bright eyes. "I never did this before."

[Eliza @suicidalerr0r]

@connectingcuts She nodded, being all excited now. "Of course I would like to!" And she would throw snowballs at him. Because this was funny shit.