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priv : @suilandmilitary
I yap in there abt a whole lotta nothing

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i'm still the pathetic little boy I always was

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@silentearl_ very cute

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the nicest people I have ever met have all been 18

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I do nothing but sit around wasting away
can I even really say that i'm alive

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give me my life back
why isn't my life mine
I want to own my life
please please please

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there are so many people I wish I could go back in time and never meet

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it doesn't matter how good of a day I had
I always end up lying alone in bed thinking about dying

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no matter how many nice words I hear I can't believe a single one of them
but if someone tells me something negative even once I believe it immediately

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there's so much love in the world but somehow there wasn't any left over for me

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I hate people who try to embarrass you for everything

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I don't like having to explain myself or my emotions
if I don't know what's going on how the hell am I supposed to explain it to you

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actually, I don't want to die
even if it's miserable I want to stay and see if I can make it better
even if there's days where all I can say is "I want to disappear"
I still want to stay and keep doing the few things that I like doing
I want to stay