I probably look like a crazy person sobbing in my car. Grief is such a hard thing to navigate. Most times I think I’m okay and then something like this will happen and it’s like my grief is just beginning again.
My daughter did something kind for me today and when I hung up the phone with her I immediately had Siri dial “mommy” and it rang, twice. Then a lady answered and for one moment I forgot my mom was dead. I really thought it was her.
Why does my Oura ring say that my sleep was terrible and my readiness is in the dumps and yet I feel great! Could it be case I thrive on chaos and uncertainty?