1 Juni 2025. Full of uncertainties. Anxious all the way. Pattern tidur sangat teruk. Makan juga tak teratur. I guess my body had been living on auto mode to survive the heaviness all these years.
Taking my time for a while.
I shall breathe, and live. Bismillah.
Pujuk hati sendiri there’s khayr in every delays. Allah see what I can’t see. The blocked road, missed opportunity, closed door, heartbreak, pain & turmoil was for a reason. Allah is protecting me, I only have to trust His plan. What hurts me now, won't hurt forever. InsyaAllah🤍
kalau kamu menyukai makanan, mulailah berpuasa.
kalau kamu menyukai harta, mulailah bersedekah.
kalau kamu menyukai tidur, mulailah tahajud.
kalau kamu menyukai gosip, mulailah berzikir.
karena rasa sukamu kepada dunia tidak boleh melebihi rasa sukamu kepada Allah.
RAKAN RAKAN I updated this affordable therapy/mental health centres list. Yes I contact here and there for you.
Ada price hike but still many economical one as low as RM50, free pun ada. Mostly in Klang Valley but you can access through online session.
Seek for help gang.
Paling funny dia punya kabut and jahat tu pergi sebarkan dia maki aku kaw-kaw dan decided nak buang aku because this girl can't be trusted. Terhibur aku dengar colleagues sebelah cafe sana bercerita. Respon mesej aku pun tak, nak tengking aku bila? Ikut mung lah orang tua.
Anyway, long story short, I submitted my resignation because I no longer have the capacity to deal with stupidity. Since the last trigger came on the last day of puasa, I bid them farewell on the first day of raya so that I can enjoy eating my raya food and chillin.
Today hari raya ke-13, the person is still avoiding to respond to me directly. Whatever, my formal notice can't be rejected. Unless I retract it. Aku cuma serabut sebab belum ada replacement. Payah aku nak handover things. Left with half a month and I'm still on active work.
Elok aku parking luar kat atas sebab dua level pertama basement penuh ni, lebat pula hujan.🥲 Tak minat ke bawah lagi kawasan gelap.
Ada hikmah juga kalau banjir bawah, kereta aku selamat. Tapi dengan bunyi petir berdentam dentum. Fuhh.⚡
Why do I always knew who the killer would be? Dia baru bercakap sepatah dua kata, dah agak mamat ni ice killer dalam Dexter series first ni. Lepastu betul. Zzz.
Back in June 2024, my GF and I went to a sports shop in Mid Valley. KL, Malaysia. She wanted to get new leggings.
The shop had 2 employees, and one of them encouraged her to try the sports bra. So, my GF tried it.
The employee then said "Should I take your photo?"