Suki

₊˚⊹ ᰔ a cat in the forest ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

ᯓ★ Unpinning at 215
ᯓ★ cw : 227

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

@mctsgngr I hope you're okay!! :(

[evie ❤️☁️ @evielovesplush]

why is everyone just so casually mean now

[aisha ⋆ @a1shablog]

just a reminder that just because you're not underweight does not mean you don't have an ED, just because you've been maintaining since 6 months does not mean you're "larping", just because you have gained does not mean you don't have "self control". We're all struggling 🩷

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

Might be a stupid question; does c/s have similar physical effects as bp?

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

I'm hoping to be at 215 before the month ends. I think it's possible! Im only 4 pounds away..!

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

Honestly, today I ate 935 calories and felt really gross. It's shocking... It definitely helps throughout the day but maybe I should lower it to 600-700? I was doing fine the day I ate 500, but 400 definitely felt too low..
After eating again I felt really sick. 😥

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

My fasts recently, yippee.
My average intake from the 17th-25th is about 923! ☺️

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

@mctsgngr Maybe something could be upsetting your stomach when you take them? I'm not sure since I've never used it myself :( I really hope you feel better soon!!

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

Should I try to do a 3 day fast this week? I've never gone for more than 24 hours..

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

Who keeps putting fatphobic vids on my timeline or is my timeline just broken!? 😭

[sacrificial_stray @xoxobfore]

Having an ed:

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

🤷It just feels very mean. I understand it can be annoying seeing "stupid" questions but that person most likely posted it as a vent or frustration with themself, as most people tend to do on edtwt. Everyone needs to get nicer and more understanding I beg . 😭

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

😭I wish ppl would stop making fun of that person asking if the amount of cals in their omad is even an omad. Guys we're all disordered and EDs are very competitive I think it's actually not insane for someone to ask and doubt if their omad counts as an omad??????

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

I don't even want to die I think life can be enjoyable but there's part of me that wonders if this ed will ever kill me. Will anyone care then?

[꒰♱ᥲᥣᥱ᥊ᥲ♱꒱ @Alexa8344196430]

i isolate myself in fear of hurting others but i also hurt them by pushing them away

[۠ @deathiac]

how i feel choosing little to no activity on weight loss apps .

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

Also, this feels so weird but I hope as I lose weight my shoe size gets smaller too. I'm so insecure about it. 😭

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

When I'm skinny I can finally do cosplay. 🥹

[Suki @SukiSukiMasu]

I went walking on the treadmill for 15 minutes even tho I was super nauseous. Yipeee 🎉

Altho I took a shower after and it was the worst feeling ever 😭 I fr thought I was gonna faint.