one of the best things you can do for yourself as an adult is learn to let things be, just let it go. some situations, people, whatever it is, let it go and find your peace.
you will find peace again, i promise. your heart will feel like sunshine, the little things will make you smile, and waking up won’t feel so heavy anymore. one day, you’ll laugh without forcing it, enjoy life without overthinking, and realize you’re no longer carrying everything that once hurt you. this chapter won’t last forever. better days are coming, and you deserve to experience them.
Trust the Almighty’s timing. Only He knows why you're in the state you are for so long. Perhaps the delay in answering your prayer is better for you than getting what you want now. He is the Best Planner.