Nobody tells you how hard it is to rewire your brain so you can allow amazing things to happen to you after so much trauma or hurt. Blessings exist, good people exist, and a safer life exists. Let it happen.
ive came to terms with the fact that i really am allowed to feel however i want to feel about any situation.. without anyone else having to understand why i feel the way i do. my feelings are valid just as well , if it make me feel some type of way then it just do .
I be so proud of me because I really went through a lot of stuff I don't talk about and probably never will and the fact that i'm still standing, still wanting to see the future, still have faith and want better, it's everything.
i donโt wanna feel that feeling of finding out sneaky stuff & having my heart drop to my stomach ever again.. itโs just not something you get used to, itโs makes you sick every single time. finding out some stuff ab someone u thought so highly of is such a bad feeling.. like wow.
Yโall wayyy too comfortable with disrespecting/mistreating people & just expecting them to โget over itโ without even holding yourself accountable. Yโall mess up genuine people around you simply because your ego is too big to give a decent apology FOLLOWED BY corrective action
U ever reach that part of growth where u almost feel pussy?๐๐๐๐ like my reaction to certain stuff donโt even be the same no more shit really donโt be worth no type of recognition.
I just wanna lose my lil stomach but i canโt stop eating ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐