ciel

20 🫧 multiple guys, but really just one guy (who isn't a guy) en/fr

[ciel @sunisidal]

twitter refuses to let my expanded bio save so i'm making this my pinned 😒😒

[Ly ‧₊˚♪ @Lylylimia]

Im not recovering and im not using twitter to make myself worse I just like talking about my feelings and experiences regarding my disorder I hate any type of spo and I think threads trying to trigger other people are evil

[ciel @sunisidal]

okay todays fun snack while i go for a walk to buy a curtain rod and actual groceries ....... review eremm 3.5/5 ⭐️ not as strong as i would like but it is cheaper than going to a cafe i guess

[ciel @sunisidal]

@unikawalo LOLL I LOVE THE DEDICATION i loveeeee dr pepper zero sm so i did enjoy this!! i wish i could find a whole case of it in my country ......

[ciel @sunisidal]

okay maybeeeee i'll start posting my snackies on main again i found this at the store

[ciel @sunisidal]

i've had the non zero ver before..

[ciel @sunisidal]

i was stoned as fuck when i saw this animal rescue's post last night and i was like why are we omading bnuuy :(

[ciel @sunisidal]

@stickerspo THE PRETTIEST

[ciel @sunisidal]

@gr33kyogurt boiled egg flight from hell

[ciel @sunisidal]

@cigarettemorgue AND IT SOUNDS MARVELLOUS you didnt ask but here was mine

[ciel @sunisidal]

i've been getting black iced americanos for SO long. as long as i can remember. but ~2 weeks ago i tried a pistachio iced latte at a local cafe nearby and have not been able to stop thinking about it since. so here is just another reminder of what your ed can take from you

[via @atrophicbtrfly]

i haven't gotten laid in so long that i'm starting to imagine a life with anyone who talks to me for more than 20 minutes

[ciel @sunisidal]

it was sooo good. and don't get me wrong i still genuinely love iced americanos, but like, i have truly forgotten how to experience joy like a normal person amidst my struggles

[ciel @sunisidal]

ever since walking more i've been dealing w extremely restless legs at night. i guess it's also just pain in my soles and heels bc my shoes suck and i walk improperly sometimes but man. a weighted blanket has helped but they are killing me lol. it's mostly in my calves and feet

[ciel @sunisidal]

sorry for being so inactive i miss you guys :( i'm so busy rn lol

[ciel @sunisidal]

i made cookies

[ciel @sunisidal]

@River_Ven0m AND THANK GODDDD FOR THAT i am always worried for u river i hope ur hanging in there 🤍🤍🤍

[ciel @sunisidal]

and what dat even mean. like. yeah... i'm sure 😭😭😭

[xyosted @sisconsin]

@neocollector Edtwt with health issues yeah im sure

[ciel @sunisidal]

@River_Ven0m my dad is like this as a white guy bc his sisters are both chinese and im like Dad You Cant Say That . head in hands

[ciel @sunisidal]

kinda shit im on rn

[ciel @sunisidal]

my calves are huge :( i thought my lower legs were mostly muscle though (i feel like i hold a lot of my fat in my thighs and waist imo idk) so i odnt know how to get rid of it ?? is it fat??? ugh im just fat . Going to starve about this