Im not recovering and im not using twitter to make myself worse I just like talking about my feelings and experiences regarding my disorder I hate any type of spo and I think threads trying to trigger other people are evil
okay todays fun snack while i go for a walk to buy a curtain rod and actual groceries ....... review eremm 3.5/5 βοΈ not as strong as i would like but it is cheaper than going to a cafe i guess
i've been getting black iced americanos for SO long. as long as i can remember. but ~2 weeks ago i tried a pistachio iced latte at a local cafe nearby and have not been able to stop thinking about it since. so here is just another reminder of what your ed can take from you
it was sooo good. and don't get me wrong i still genuinely love iced americanos, but like, i have truly forgotten how to experience joy like a normal person amidst my struggles
ever since walking more i've been dealing w extremely restless legs at night. i guess it's also just pain in my soles and heels bc my shoes suck and i walk improperly sometimes but man. a weighted blanket has helped but they are killing me lol. it's mostly in my calves and feet
my calves are huge :( i thought my lower legs were mostly muscle though (i feel like i hold a lot of my fat in my thighs and waist imo idk) so i odnt know how to get rid of it ?? is it fat??? ugh im just fat . Going to starve about this