@MoldyLokum derek enjoying when avery is scared and is comforting him but also likes to see him in fear, avery acting extra scared so derek comforts him more. anyone else???
Derek feeling like a monster after surviving KIY but actually isolating himself from everyone by being an irritating person with toxic friendships, not because he's unable to make connections but because he thinks he's above that kind of thing (or below, he hasn't decided yet)