sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2

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♥︎ 58.45 kg • 160 cm • 18 • bmi 22.8

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

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[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

I thiinkk I sleepy nowww.. gnight oomfies!! hope everythinh will be better tomorrow :]

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

@yvelvsberries ik.. typically we can't go a few hours without talking but it feels like we kept growing apart the past 2 months until he asked for a break when I brought it up. idk.. at this fucking point I mainly just want answers. like either end the break or break up w me 😭 better than ts

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

atp I should just preemptively relapse cause it's clear he's gonna break up w me.

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

@yvelvsberries you're very sweet <3 but he's really not shitty 😭 he's great we've just been having issues lately and we're both like really fucked mentally

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

I want gimmicks send me gimmicks gimmicks gimmicks..
https://t.co/GYdO3uyDtT

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

still hasn't replied. whatever.

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

fuuuckk he's online.. immscared

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

okay.. he hasn't said a thing.. he was online when I texted him but I dont know if he saw it or not..

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

gulp.. turned my phone back on. gonna check it now. praying he's like "omg I missed you" or like doesn't say shit... im so scared hell break up w me

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

@PareoXP I even said if they want some, to just leave me half! soooo annoying..

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

my family 😂 ended up 😂 eating it 😂😂

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

fuuuckk weighed it and it's like 95g and fucking 400 cals... I might try to preemptively burn it off and work out more on top of what I'd typically do so I can eat it..

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

@PareoXP right! I even logged it beforehand :(

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

imma play sims for a bit to distract myself. ugh.

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

@succumbtostars greeeeeenn

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

did it. I think I'll turn my phone off for like half an hour so I'm not anxiously checking it.

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

gonna text him now after a fucking 24 day long break.. ugh I'm scared I don't want him to break up w me but I'd rather him do it now than like later when I'll be even busier and have no time left to myself.. I really hope everything will be fine

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

fuck it imma send it and dip.. ugh I feel nauseous and so fucking alone man

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

@idioticdoll sunny..

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

@sakikoXII I think I will have the full one later after dinner... I gotta do smth reaaally stressful then so idk. it's like a reward!

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

fuuuckk weighed it and it's like 95g and fucking 400 cals... I might try to preemptively burn it off and work out more on top of what I'd typically do so I can eat it..

[sunny ★ 5.8 / 19.2 @sunnycid3]

so tempted to say fuck it and eat this giant thing