this whole fancall is so beautiful 🥺🫳🏻
💬: have you been doing well?
🐹: yeah i’ve been doing well!
💬: today there’s something i really want to tell you. as long as heeseung is an artist, i’ll keep supporting you until the very end.
💬: and it’s okay if you’re not perfect, i love you no matter what. even when we can’t meet, i’m always wishing for your happiness so please remember that.
💬: i hope you can fully enjoy the music you love within the world you love!
🐹: *op started crying* don’t cry
🐹: don’t cry, don’t cry
💬: if it’s okay can you say something to me? it’s okay to say it in korean
🐹: thank you for always supporting me and things will be fun in the future too so don’t cry
🐹: i love you 🤍
this rlly feels a lot like saying goodbye to a part of my youth too 🥲 and what a blessing it is to have so much love & fondness for something that it makes it so hard to let go
there’s a kind of grief when the only place left to keep someone is memory, and even that starts betraying you. details slipping, edges blurring, like something is being taken and there’s nothing left to hold onto
surround yourself with good people.
watch more movies in the cinema.
travel to new places.
write more songs.
stay healthy and happy.
and most importantly, live well.
but how lovely it is to part ways like this... because if you think about it, despite all the tears and sadness, we actually had the honor to experience mark and be a part of his kind world :)