@BenjaminCrew1 I think she gets mad at him/ punishes him because she knows he, of all people, like herself, had to fight so hard to be where they were, and for him to throw it all away. In a nut shell, he disappoints her.
@harpersbazaarus How could she possibly tell me who she is? I dare say, she doesn't even know who she is herself. How could she? I'll go out on a limb here and say she doesn't even like herself. The narrative she spins is to convince herself and herself only.