alina 🦋

she/her. 26. tw ed/vent account! — I BLOCK MINORS :)

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i need to drink more water my shits have been rock hard lately

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

HEY SHITTY ASS IRS WHERE IS MY REFUND ITS FUCKING JULY

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i feel so sick wtf did i eat……

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

fresh monday morning, stomach being absolutely obliterated in the work bathroom

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

idk its weird like. i cant look at myself from the side bc i’ll cry. i have to change 3 times bc i feel fat no matter what i put on. i struggle to eat a full meal or actual food, but when i do i gorge myself until i feel sick. but do i do anything about it? no!

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

the worst part about being properly medicated & having a good therapist is that i cant get myself back into the mindset for starving which makes me feel fake ed lol. im still preoccupied w my weight and have mega body dysmorphia but i just. dont do anything about it.

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i miss my sister :( i know i needed to leave new orleans for my health but leaving her behind sucked so badly and still does

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

job fired my only coworker yesterday so now im alone! deadass its just me & my attorney so i dont actually talk to anyone all day!!

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

im so bored i literally cannot exist wo my best friend

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i hate working i miss being unemployed

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i think its bc i gained like 20lbs over the last year…..

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

yall what do i do i think i may have to take out my navel piecering bc its like. lowkey prolapsed or something. ive had it for probably three years now and ive never had a problem???

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i shouldnt have left my old job

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

w4rped t0ur has me EXHAUSTED but i have my new job this morning 😭 i should have pushed my start date to tomorrow s i had time to recover

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i need my mother to stop pissing me tf off quit acting like you’re a victim all the time its annoying

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

i dont want to go to my friends grandma’s for dinner, i just want to go fucking home and cross stitch and not talk to anyone

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

ive been at the pool not even an hour and a half and i lowkey wanna leave. im also bored so that isnt helping. its just too damn hot

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

god you know youre old when the heat makes you miserable and want to stay inside instead of going out

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

girl PLEASE just put the damn dates in green!! and add the fucking case to the title! all you have to do is look at ANY OTHER ENTRY on that mans calendar its RIGHT THERE

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

trying to choose kindness & patience with the new legal assistant but i am struggling a little bit because im not good at training others and she has some difficulty following (basic) directions……

[alina 🦋 @sunsetlbs]

“ok so all of these dates go in green EXCEPT these 3”

“so do you want me to put these in another color?”

“no, put them all in green except those 3 in red”

*does not put any of them in green at all*