thats why susah buat gw open up to my friends and else karna banyak bgt yang terjadi di otak gw.... started to lose the ability buat merangkai kata kata
i dont think some of u could understand pov dari seseorang yang punya mental health issue, semua hal bisa jadi penyemangat atau bahkan perusak mood sama pikiran
buat ngetik kata capek tuh rasanya ngga pantes.......... gmn orang tua gua ya udh kerja, udh bayarin mahal" tp hasilnya nihil, selalu mengecewakan. i'm so sorry for them bcs they had me as their daughter
setelah itu jadi sadar, kenapa mesti takut with the idea of “getting replaced”? aint that how this life works? sesederhana memahami ya mungkin sampai di situ aja perannya. dan itu ga papa. not everyone means to stay in our life forever.
some people stay, some teach us a lesson.