i'm kinda glad(?) that i nvr had such strong feeling towards any of my biases like i don't think i have one longtime ult even with johnny i stopped ulting him post-2019 (since 2016) does this mean i barely have parasocial rship? like even with him i don't know everything abt him+
no ill feelings towards my friends here i envy you guys too cus you all are creative with ur fandom creations, edits and ideas and boards T________T idk im just ranting this all might be invalid and im contracting myself IM JUST TALKING NONSENSE ok like rn i ult harua and maybe +