“what am i carrying right now that isn’t fully mine to hold?”
i don’t know… maybe, the world. maybe i haven’t really been given the chance to be a kid.
you don’t realize how much your environment affects your mental state until you finally spend time somewhere that feels calm and your body stops feeling tense for once
i loove spotify’s “your all-time top songs” playlist because wdym younger me loved all these songs??? and at one point in time each song meant everything to me??? and 10 years after i still love them???
if you have a window that gets afternoon light, please sit in it. just once. with nothing in your hands. that light traveled 93 million miles specifically to find you.