ceramic▪︎girl

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

hey if I'm a rando commenting like I know you, it's bc I've lurked long enough to feel that I know you.. and it's v ok to weirdchamp I'm so sorry djntkakhf

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

Logic brain is piping up with you are tired as hell, exhausted from work, underfed and malnourished, holy shit this is Why you are miserable, you have Gotta do the basic need care!!

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

For as much as I tell myself that I have a plan before I would kill myself, it does have fantasies tied to it lately.

Something in me is so distraught of the thought that I shouldn't be here anymore, but I dont think I have ever quite fit somewhere.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

If even someone I trusted for 16 something years can't communicate with me clearly when they need space, and tell me I am still too much. When I am trying to just be myself.

What is the point in wanting other people when I will always be too much everything

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

I dont know.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

It has not lasted, when I find people I think and lie to myself for.

[電ファミニコゲーマー @denfaminicogame]

90年代風の絵柄がかわいい農業シミュレーションRPG『Fields of Mistria』の日本語対応が発表。8月5日より正式リリース
https://t.co/yJf5YZf0up

結婚式イベントや子供などの新コンテンツが多数追加。魔法を使って農業したり、12人の個性豊かなキャラと結婚できる「圧倒的に好評」の人気作

[Fields of Mistria ✨ Coming to 1.0 Aug 5th @FieldsofMistria]

Fields of Mistria launches into 1.0 on August 5, 2026! ✨
The full release includes:
💍 Marriage
🍼 Children
🌻 New Saturday Market NPCs
✨ And more!
More reveals are on the way, so stay tuned! 🌱

[Tatiana Walk-Morris @Tati_WM]

For the love of God, bring back fact-checkers. Bring back copy editors. Bring back public editors. Bring back standards. Everybody tighten TF up.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

This is coming off of therapy talk where I need to start doing a daily affirmation. All I can think of is "the help" where the kind lady teaches the little girl that she is kind, she is smart, she is important.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

If i have to curb my enthusiasm in meeting with people I am completely comfortable being myself to, what is the point to invest in friendships?
It chipped me down into something so much smaller.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

But Scheduling time together isnt good, because then it is guaranteeing something they dont want to give anyway. But wont say so. Its not Casual enough.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

But if I dont shrink, it puts too much pressure on them? To... just be there too? Or to stand up to my inadvertent expectations? I just wanted to spend time together, even if we put a time limit on it.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

I was never supposed to shrink, but I did because I got the wrong communication. Instead of being told they needed some space but that things were fine, I was "too needy" and pushy and guilt tripping.

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

Aka another midnight ramble, except its midday (except I slept like shit so I Was trying to take a nap).

[nube☁️ • 👧🍵⏳🪶 @rdvelveties]

being an adult is looking at your 35 installed games on your desktop and deciding you're too tired for anything other than a youtube video

[eliza ˙⋆✮ @enchantedflms]

bold of u to assume i ever stopped calling it twitter

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

@foxv000 But its a good brand!! It is My brand mostly!!

[skullks @skullkerskullks]

a static disbanding because 2 couples were cheating on each other with the other person's spouses might be the most ffxiv thing to ever ffxiv

[ceramic▪︎girl @superfluousbeat]

@Adabear_Art Mood. We unfortunately got hit with born at the wrong time for everything to blame us for "not working hard enough" when SOME AGED GROUP bought everything on credit.